Trice
Tension
convention
the walls that they mention

confused
and contused
judged by my selection

the heart
is start
but will I be a Martyr

I love
and shove
all those on the Charter

So I wait
and I bait
within my own mind, Irate

So broken
outspoken
searching, or is it too late

The one
undone
perhaps I have found

My Love
in awe of
All thats abound

So these walls
let them fall
let her in

Rememberance
These things I say, the purpose behind them,
Is full on knowing the feelings inside me
And though the will is there to condemn
The love washes over all that I see

But to propose something else
perhaps just for a moment
is to override my self
And the life that Ive spent

to trust is another sort of beast all together
and i gather myself, for a tsunami again
like the time, with the news, you knew we'd be forever
these notion, i guess, i just have to abstain

so whether your true, or just in a game
and though however I feel
please dont tell me that you arent the same
the person I met, with all that appeal

And just throwing that out there
you apparently havent had
what im willing to give, to share
and all of that's sad

because you are deserving
from all that Ive seen, and heard
of things far greater than I, or that "thing"
all of this, my dear, i can reassure

But just for a minute
close your eyes
Just fill you heart with it
and disperse all the lies

For if you love me
and I love you
all the things you see
are all ours, to be true

So take my hand tonight
and let nothing else matter
just know that all is right
and let whatever happen, occur

So when I see you once more
have all that ring in your ears
let your heart and mine soar
through all of the tears...

Something I Hate
You think your so smart
dont you
You havent a clue
I Confuse
Nothing I say
will convince you
Something I hate..something i hate

When I call you
and no answer
when I pray
nothing
Just a silence
eminating
something I hate..something i hate

So why, do you
or me, or they
even try to do
what I say
theres nothing new
yet unfamiliar
is all of this
something i hate..something i hate

Why all this writing
should I be sleeping
the Voice in my bed
so unwelcoming
Wish she was here
to hold me
something i hate..something i hate

Are you there god
i have a problem
what to do
...what to do...
That look she gets, so warming
and when its gone..
something i hate..something i hate

What does that mean
"I love you"
thrown so much
likea brick
what does it mean to say
I love you
I love you
I love you....

Tenderness
The Storm Is awake (awake)
Your breath that I take ( i take)
The sickness that I make (i make)
Just Give it up
(just give it up)

You think I predict, what lies you commit, some innocence
(so in a sense)
Never thought the day, when I could say to me
(May she be broken)
Better off
(youre better off)

The Watcher, she knows.

Oh what I want to know
(you know nothing)
Is Who the Hell are you.


here to confuse? To choose? All this bodily function you amuse?

(thats right)
So I am awake.. NOW WHAT!?
NOW WHAT?!

Sin City
walking the Line
who's line am I walking?
Nothing but time to gone without it

Why do i thrive, why do breathe?
living this way, with such an unease..

My battle is done, but the war just begun..
many fights, just ahead, perhaps Im outdone..
by the terrible, unrelenting thing I call God
I told you i couldnt get this far.



Just torture me, release your anger at me
but never leave me (oh please never leave me)

Id rather be ridculed, minisculed, a part of you
nothing but the best is all i can do
for you

My Crimes
Compulsive Lieing
My Fear of dieing
Masturbation
subligation
Putting up a front
Being such a cunt
Worrying
hurrying
Seeing things
Hearing things
Lack of care
too much to share
my greed
My seed
Mocking Him
retaliating against them
unspoken words
Broken chords..

My Crimes are endless.... My sins, are plentiful. Just Like Yours.


So before you judge, or have your grudge, remember what I say..
"All We Do, Means Nothing More Than What It Means To Do It..."

That What The Voice Says, That What I say.


So What Are Your Crimes?

Fight the ______ Fight
You want me to give, All the attention I give?
open lives, and lies, just keep sinking in.




will I go on,
well now Its on.





Break the barrier, and shake the foundation
PETA, the government, all under sedation
Will we fight
Oh yeah, we'll fight

Does God listen, does he cry, reply, sigh, or die
thats a No (good buddy)

When i say "I love", who really says that
too much, not enough, just filler?
Who are you to ask?

I dont even know you, The chosen few
I choose, to follow who?
NO one

So fight on, damn idiot...
fight on...

Nothing More
Something in my past, behind me
so i dont wish to be trusting
I want to linger, so much longer
and in my chains I bear to harm thee..

I wish i could have taken it back
all the things i said i done
all those thoughts, so bleak, so empty
Mother wont my sins be judged?

Lover can i hold you slightly
here the beating in your chest
and when i kiss you dont belive me
What my mind wants my hands to see..

And if we ever get so far
and jointed like a flying dove
all those things our parents told us
they were wrong, or so much right...

Single couples, in the ocean
feasting on the krill and shrimp
wafting over waves so endless
my god how I envy them

Tether me close, and dont let go
only Time can cut the rope
nothing i want is ever really
something that can be taken back..

You want this
I want that too
nothing more
If there ever was
(theres nothing more) To Say...

All I want, is you.

All I truly want is you
Overcome all that they say,
overcome all that my mind plays
Just see you one more time..

If this were to last, where shall it take us
we might just drift out to sea
and with the other single couples
feasting on God's majesty...

So Drop

Track 39: So Drop!

Stone, heavy weight. Paper weight, My body aches.


So far away, so in a daze, commemorate, the days i wait
just to see you..again

My eyes closed, my mind shows, all the thoughts i want to go
My heart races, my blood chases all the feelings my love erases.



SO DROP!
CANT YOU FEEL IT.

WONT YOU RUN AWAY?!

SO DROP!
THE NOISE YOU MAKE,SO WHY WONT YOU FORSAKE..ME?!

That Ocean breeze, well what a scene
nothing you havent already forseen
dirty Lusts,their clouding Us.

Well what kind of Sodom is this?

Throwing up, so sick of luck, I can't deal with all this disdain
sitting out, without a doubt. Im just about to..break
break..
breeeeak...

SO DROP!
CANT YOU FEEL IT? WONT YOU RUN AWAY?!

SO DROP!
YOUR DIRTY DISGUISE, SLEEPING WITH ALL YOUR GUYS!

SO DROP!
I AM ON THE EDGE, WHY DONT I JUST, WHY DONT I JUST, WHY DONT I JUST
...JUMP!
(jump)Drop..
(jump)drop..
(jump)drop.......
((goes into a quiet riff, then into silence, then into Ripping hardcore ))

YOU SPEAK OF KINDESS, IMBECILE
WHAT IS THIS, WHAT IS THIS?

SO DROP!
ALL THE LIES YOUR MADE OF, COMLICATE THE PHASE UP!

SO DROP!
SO DROP!
SO DROP!
ME!